my roomate

yesterday
one of my roomate had a very serious conversation with the boy she likes
but she failed in the end
so sad
what i feel sad is beacause that she is brave but i am not
facing about the issuses like boys and girls always scared me
perhapes it is because nobody really ask me to go out or something
not once
am i that ugly or unfriendly or.....not social or... i don't know
i am not that bad, alright
okok
i'll wait and i hope he would come soon..........